Stanley Benjamin Adventures

Hi..... It has been ages since I have not been active at my blog because my PC broke down and I was unable to purchase a new one. Anyway here I am using my daughters PC to share my thoughts in my last few remaining years of my material life.... Hmnnn....To start off with, I will be 74 years old in October 2017. I am in good health and I spend most of my time at my garden. The years has past very swiftly and my thoughts and visions has changed almost completely. I have come to a state of realization that life is only a process whereby I have to start as a baby by birth and end as I reach the horizon. I realized that it was not that smooth sailing from the start because of my EGO self. I ran into many problems and difficulties by allowing my senses to control my desires which lead me to anger, greed, frustration, lust and revenge. I always had in mind that nothing is impossible if we are willing to take the challenge. But the success never lasted long enough but it was followed by miseries. I was lucky I had a lot of loving kindness in me which somehow or another calmed me down temporary... I believed in faith and fate as well and I never hesitated to perform my prayers pleading the almighty for assistance. Little did I realize that all that has happened to me was my creation and not my fate. I could not control my mind which allowed my EGO to control my mind through the five senses to crave for a better life... Anyway , now that I have discovered the truth, I hope to lead a life with low profile... I am peaceful now and have no regrets of my past and I am not looking for the future...but enjoying the present doing the things I think its right... Goodbye for now.